Tuesday, November 24, 2009

sweet talk

visited customer's site today. it was raining heavily. but then as soon as we want to start work - terus jadi panas terik. sgt. learned sumthing new and ... hek.. malas nk cite. ntahapaapantah mamat commercial tu. mmg sweet talker gile. dr aritu lg... =)


pastu jumpe MrA yg comel memakai choker ala Jared Leto. uuuuuu.. dgn british accent nyer. ehem2.. siot jerk tak bawak kad. but i have his.. =P

ohh sungguh bosan. rs nk tido tp br nk maghrib...

*updated

every morning i saw him at level 4 while waiting for a friend to come and had breakfast with me. today i tot im never going to see him since im not going for my morning breakfast... tp... ehem2.. terjumpe plak masa smp kt tower... hek. tolong laa eija. =P

Monday, November 23, 2009

away...


hoohohoo... mata tak henti terkejit2.. mengapakah.

ohh ill be away following mahend to port klang. yeap.. shadow kene follow prime gi tgk calibration kat customer premises.. wehuuuuu. jgn jeles eli i dpt naik Maya dulu dr u... = p



Sunday, November 22, 2009

r u?

after 2 weeks... i cried again. (silent)

tell me... how long does it actually take to mend your broken heart? to heal? how long? i dont know how.. or why... probably because of the book. or the songs. or the thought that there are so many photos of him still residing in the harddrive that i cant bare to look at.. or to delete.

i wanted to potray the strong eija who doesnt really care about any of these.. but i failed. miserably. ataupn sbb i strict sgt ngan diri sendiri. at this second.. i want to cry and cry and cry... air mata ni mcm tak nk berhenti pulak. seriously i dont want to think about it.. but sometimes it just happens. its hard.

dem it! tmrw is monday!

a friend told me that there are 3 types of people - all i can remember one of it is a person who makes it happen. in my case.. im trying very hard here to be happy - and berusaha supaya bende jadi seperti yg diidamkan. i wish i can reformat everything and begin again... tp kadang2 ada saki baki tuu mengusik jiwa dan jiwa jadi kacau. bodoh!

if he ever find his way to this blog - i wish him hell.. well. im so better off without him. heck!!!!!good sense of humor. knows what he wants in life - ambitious that is. share his feeling. and seriously kene pandai pujuk.

i'll be 25 in 21 days... tho my mind still thinks im 17... i should kuarkan all my wishlists and start doing it!

to all 25 out there- lets live life to the fullest!!! cheers.

p/s: tibe2 jd semangat pulak. duhhh~~~

*updated

sy patut bersyukur dgn rakan2 yg Allah SWT kurniakan pada sy. yg willingly to help me anytime. yg willingly to share their love life after i text them "your love story can cheer me up. please". who dedicate their blog entry to me. thank you. who always text me back whenever i texted them im in a mess. thank you. thank YOU.

Friday, November 20, 2009

Melaka Merah

hidup ini hanya sekali dan sy berazam utk menjadikan nyer yg paling indah buat diri sy. paling bermanfaat utk diri sy..


wiiiiii~

have a nice weekend.

im going to Melaka insya-Allah... =)

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

firedrill


firedrill sungguh tak best... kerana amat meleteykan. membuat sy mengantuk dn BUSUK!
 
O-M-G nk balik...
 
aa semua busuk... euwwww~~
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"Dance like no one's watching. Sing like no one's listening. Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt before. Live like there's no tomorrow."

Monday, November 16, 2009

vurnerable

when u are in vulnerable state. u tend to do lot of crazy stuff. or... stupid stuff. which just second after u did it... u wish u didnt do it. then u start want to cry and wish the day can end as fast as possible.
 
hainan toast  and ceylon mint tea for lunch atRM9.70. i wished i didnt have that for lunch. the price is damn 'cheap' u can even buy nasi lemak with ayam goreng kot.
 
another thing.. when u are in vulnerable state. dont trust ur judgement. it may be toooo cloudy to even see any 'meatballs'. or even a scramble egg. u need encouragement to move on. not anger and revenge. people who keep all those will never heal. ohhh...u need something to focus on so that ur vulnerability will not 'come out and play'. books are good.
 
i sense sumthing weird about the message. she was still hoping sumthing is it? i hope she's not. coz' i wont do anything about it. i pity her. i pray all the good things will come her way.
 
ohh... need to kurangkan sumthing. need to keep reminding myself about that. or else... ermmm..
 
too many heart to jaga. damn it!

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"Dance like no one's watching. Sing like no one's listening. Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt before. Live like there's no tomorrow."

Saturday, November 14, 2009

SUPER SATURDAY

well.. this is one of the BEST SATURDAY ever. thank you Anisa for inviting us to your kampung/dusun. sungguh best rs nk pergi lagi. =P i had never ate so many durians like today... smp tangan jd super gatal and merah2 right now. (lobster mode). 


ju and eli were supposed to pick me up at my house - but they missed the junction or sng cite they lost and abah had to send me to them instead. then off we go to Kampar. semua layan mood masing2 in the car - until the radio started to sound like radio rosak sbb tak dapat signal. and ju pn start singing in the car with his ipod (my belated green ipod - yeahh.. i sold the ipod. =)) we have to bare the awful voice (seb baik die tak baca belog sy) tak tahan nk gelak... so layan jer laa sbb takot kang kene tinggal tepi jln pulak. 

smp2 aje kt dusun anisa - anisa dah jemput kiteorg mkn.. wow~ bnyk kot sy mkn... sedap pelak tuuu.. SANGAT SEDAP! sbb fresh kot. ada buah lain.. tp durian paling best kot. ohhh jgn lupe rambutan yg tebal itu~~ sedappp~ pastu anisa bawak kiteorg jengjalan smbl tangkap gamba.. weiii.. tp kamera tingal dlm kete ju pelak.. sengal! senin br laa dpt kot... anisa siap bawak kiteorg gi mandi air terjun.. wah! best sgt! sgt best! sgt sgt best! nk pergi lagiiii.. lepas makan tgh hari.. br laa kiteorg balik. singgah bli bekalan.. sbb takot tertido... makan2 jer kiteorg dlm kete.. tak berhenti2.. pastu dgr ju wat luahan perasaan... hahah.. haruslah kiteorg dgr seperti adik dan kakak perempuan yg taat. hahaaha.. =P

ok tak tahan gatal.. better baring kot. =)

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"Dance like no one's watching. Sing like no one's listening. Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt before. Live like there's no tomorrow."